Praying For What I Cant Forgive

I want you to walk in on me on my knees, Praying. I want you to listen to every single word. Only to realize it was not I that was saying. I want you to understand that you don't belong here And I do not belong by your side I am not some itch to scratched Not someone by your side to be matched You see me now, take an even better look And see no fear What am I supposed to wear? Now you see that for no backbone I haven't a care. I am the only one I know to not be judged So take what you now regret seeing, and leave I am not your bone, you are not my dog No one here is going to retrieve Your a mess to me Yet came to fix who I am You thought my eyes would say a whole book But the 3rd sequel to the sequel is who I am Not a wizard with a wand Not a Lykae with super strength Not the witch with all her sneaks In my bathroom you are all just a bunch of leaks Welcome to the inner workings of my mind To where even I, I can not find A place like this, is one to be kept cold While others see it as a flame A flame from where all my ice actually came I always lose things that I thought were better Learn from loss, well I will always have more to learn Because unless its in my mind, it don't matter anyway And for you to realize this... This is what for I am on my knees... what for I pray.