Praying For No Tomorrow

One thing I wanted to avoid, Regardless of what it cost, Caught up with me when Your love I somehow lost. I never could've imagined it Breaking me down this way, Leaving me emotionally crippled. This is how I'll always stay. For the rest of my life, Forced into depression's shadow, Never again to reach happiness. Life keeps me at a low. Somehow I'm still breathing, I don't know how, I've died The day you left me. It killed everything inside. The condition I'm now in Is worse than being dead. I'm tortured with heartbreak But have no tear to shed. There's no way to ease Any of my sorrow or misery. I pray each day is my last And tomorrow will never be.