Poison

I turn over yet again I'm awake and confusion fogs my mind I don't know which poison to take I've lost my mind Wish I could get it to rewind Back to the way things use to be But then there'd be no you and me You've got me completely and it's just a bit scary There's so much power you have over me If I give you what I've got you could make me or brake me Cause I wonder What if you don't follow through What if your actions are purely all about you What if I'm just a chase that thrills to point it kills And what if you're using me so that that the morning after you walk away I'm left in pain But my doubts could be wrong So far you've impressed me like no other Make me feel like I'm not just another I'm consumed But I still see that old wound I know we couldn't last forever So I'll end up crashing in flames anyway Whether its the day you move on from me or the day I choose not to bother with you It's gonna end anyway We're too far apart I guess I'll just use what's left of my heart