Pointless

Doesn't like my cooking or my conversating Dislikes my company, my look, my smell So devastating My opinion is rejected, my heart is neglected My hurt is of no consequence I don't rate, just feel your hate My needs have no significance Everybody else takes priority Random strangers have superiority I'm so f#@$*%g mad it simply makes me sad Don't want to feel me, hear me or be touched My deepest longings must be crushed I can't help but wonder WHY? Why am I here? What do you want? Blind obedience!? I feel like your punching bag Constantly ignoring red flags Squash my discontent to make you happy. But I fail It's never enough Can't help but feel like I am pointless