Please Lord

This way that I feel, these dreams that I'm having The rage that's held in, please Lord, let me release The bottled up anger, laced with the bad memories When will things change? Please Lord, Let me release I search for the change, and I seek it through the shadows I wish for this to stop, please Lord, make it decease As the emotions boil, and the imagery is set, I paint But the picture is all wrong, please Lord, make it decease I can't erase the memories, the shell to thick to crack Help me discover my path, and please Lord, let me release The wisdom unheard of, gone in a single flash, to where? Help me find my soul, and please Lord, let me release I imagine a better place, in your arms is where I belong Until then I'm alone, please Lord, make it decease A victim of a broken home, and outcast to even myself Questioning my mind, please Lord, make it decease Lead me in the direction, you already know where I'll go I'm lost and I need your help, but please Lord, let me release Tired in these empty hallways, dehydrated of your love Make me whole again, but please Lord, let me release