Pleading

so basically i got killed today when my father choked and my cat ran away the doctors ran out of lives to save and the shows on t.v. were incredibly lame the smell of my house was strong like butane i wanted to go to the park today but people were there and the kids were insane i saw a really cute boy downtown yesterday but he smiled and his teeth weren't perfectly straight i thought about brushing my teeth today but it didn't seem worth it to deal with the taste so i chewed on some floss and drank all day my coffee this morning was dark roast with equate so it was bitter and gross and incredibly great my mom's gonna move to the country today where the cows all get eaten and the horses are tamed the tap of a shoe and the drag of a cane as an old man rocks on his chair all day i don't understand how the middle of may can feel as gloomy as a cold winters day and people will sink to their knees and pray that god will make their lives better some day.