Phanuel
In the midnight garden
Where the dweller's in-between parallel worlds
Hide
Within just another brief mystery of time
Like written in the first book of Adam and Eve
Or maybe even Lilith
We ran wildly and carefree like Huckleberry Fin
Into that old world's beautiful Sin
But now
Angels don’t play Harps
Where I now lay
As I both laugh and cry
Night and day
For like in the
APOCALYPSE OF MOSIS
I no longer breathe
For in the end
Everyone loses
Lost beyond the light barrier
Lost between two ages
I now stand in front of these great
White Gates
Of the Master of all Hidden Places
I still whisper your secretive name
You know
Phanuel
Praying inwardly it carries
My silent words to you
Wherever you go
As I alone
Walk the lone trail
To the Last Circle
Using my worn bible
As my guide
Since my love still
Lives
There can be no magic without tears
Some say
No love without experiencing
Tragedy
For are we all but masquerading as angels
Goodness and light
For all to see
But in our deep inner core
Those who can see
Know the deepest of
Such truths
And it’s why I still search
These Great Lands
To find just
Thee
It may be a new murder by
Rejection
As I now knock
The long deep knock
On these great white gates
Lullabied as I wait
By the hidden chords of time
Remembering when You were just mine
But like all the dark mysteries
Connected with the Holy Grail
Maybe this time around
I won't just fall on my knees
Buckle under and fail
Maybe you'll appear
And open up these great gates and lead me away
Copyright John Duffy
This name derives from the Hebrew “penû'êl / peni^y ‘êl,” meaning “the face of God, facing God.” Phanuel is the name given to a possible fourth Archangel in the Book of Enoch after Michael, Raphael, and Gabriel.
Copyright © John DuffyASY | Year Posted 2024
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