Perhaps I Am Destined...

Perhaps I am destined to be helplessly lonely during those sad moments I stop existing as a person, but worst of all: I let my anger destroy me when desolation becomes the invincible enemy! I'm desperate to search for the gratification found only in sublime love; those casual experiences haven't taught me much... other than dire consequences! No intense fantasy has ever haunted and excited me like love; this prized possesion has never been mine before... Perhaps I am destined to count the passing of minutes that fill my obscure existence with uncertainties and doubts; I still reamain that child-man who's been denied affection, which in turn should be given to whomever will bear this name...