Peanut Bean

Peanut Bean By: Angela C. Freeman Dedicated to: My unborn grandchild 3/20/2018 My poor little grand baby, Peanut Bean Why did you go away...what does this mean? We all loved you, though we never met You were sent from God and we’ll never forget Your mother cared and loved you so She talked to you and watched you grow Then today you went away We’re at such a loss and don’t know what to say I don’t know why this had to be I don’t understand...I cannot see I just don’t get God’s reason for this Too tiny to hold...too tiny to kiss We don’t even get to bury you Your mother is crushed...what will she do? You’ve left us all feeling blue Your mother tried to do everything right But your heart was just too weak to fight Losing you just isn’t right You’ve left us in a world that’s black as night This is so awful and you’re mother knew She had dreams you’d go away I wish I could help her and make everything ok Nothing anyone says is going to take her pain away We can’t console her...we can’t make it ok We will hold you in our hearts and never let you go All of us loved you...we just want you to know Watch over all of us, little Peanut Bean Your life was so short...it feels like a dream