Pain Is Nothing New To Me

Pain is nothing new to me : Miss me yet ? Are you dieing yet ? Do you feel the heartache , ? Miss the smiles i faked? Do you hear my shouting , ? Following my voice, ? Do you hear my pain-- Because it wasn't my choice, I can see you struggling, to get out of bed, i can see you wishing, that you were dead, i can hear your heart beat, it slows down daily, i can see it all- but it's not true.. can you see the pain that you put me through ? All the lies, im suffering. can't you see, you`re dead to me, i can cry all night, and pout all day, but that wont earn you back in my heart, not today -Alex Fedorwick