Pain

The pain that i feel is so unreal The memories of you never seem to fade away from me The lonely nights The days, the months the years that pass me by The life i live is all a lie The pain i feel is so intense I start to feel like it isn't making any sense Where do i go What do i do Is there anyone out there i can turn to I miss you so much you have no idea I long to hear from you but you don't long to hear from me What does one do with a one sided love Is there even a cure? Why does life bring so many obstacles, with no solutions It's been 15 years feeling this way, how can i just make it go away No matter what i do where i go Our memories just tag along Like a shadow in the night Please someone tell me how i can win this fight Pain pain go away please do not come back any other days I want to feel free like a bird With nothing on my mind No one in my heart No tears in my eyes No feeling like i just want to die But at end the end of the day No matter what direction i turn the pain It still remains By Naderia Bookram