Pain

No one cares.. or even bears to care... all this pain i have inside... all the times i hide.. When i say pain i mean pain.. My life is not happy so i fake a smile.. im really helpfull and i care for others.. but who cares for me.. im not blind or death.. my life is just all a mess... and i do nothing but write and stress... the pain slithers of my chest.. when i spend time writting out my stress... No one cares.. how i feel i guess its no big deal..but..wait! it really is...im so sad all the time.. no one knows what goes through my mind.. i keep it all in and pretend.. im tired of pretending..i want to let it out.. but i cant trust any one so i write it all out..i dont get too deep into what i say.. because i feel like i rather let it all come out my mouth..but im speechless... heartless..wantless..and stressed.. my life is really just begining...i just started opening my eyes.. i look at life like my pain.. i wish it was happiness i can gain... life is to short to depart from it so quick.. i wonder would i be messed.. or would i be forgotten after a week!!! no telling i guess only GOD knows..