Pain

I hate pacing and watching wondering when you will finally show Hoping and praying trying to let the pain and worry go Trying so hard to keep myself together as the hours go by Wondering if this is the way it has to be and why Do you ever think about how this makes me feel Or just shrug it off like it is no big deal The pain this causes me really never goes away I live with it day after day It never gets the chance to fully go away When it’s almost healed you leave for another day And everytime it happens the pain is just as real But I guess to you this is no big deal