Overwhelmed

the world moves around me so fast words and phrases I can't grasp faces I never will remember doors I cannot ever enter love I'll never again feel dreams that never will be real numbers, too many to count a sky in which I'll drown beauty, to never again see a heart that'll never again beat my state, to not return my fire, to never again burn i dont care for their provocations these meaningless conversations this world is way too overwhelming and I'm not buying what they're selling can't help but think that i am done a moment and my time has come this silence is so loud I'm flying to the clouds