Out of the Shadows

Mouth dry, face numb.
My eyes feel like exploding.
Back and forth between dark clouds,
halfway between heaven and hell.
I'm tired of fighting. I need a hand.
The feelings are toxic and soul destroying.
Trapped within the labyrinth of this betrayed mind,
I'm under attack from an unrepentant enemy.
Elements that speak of decay and decline.
A supernatural infused horror.
Snapped bones, smashed noses, inhumane experiments.
Human depravity and cruelty on such a vast scale.
Desperation, self destruction, exhuming loathing and fear.
Renouncing faith through vile persecution.
A sickening procedure that hasn't been without its casualties.
This is certainly no place for the faint of heart.

Yet, like a modern day Lazarus,
I continue to count my blessings each and every day.
Yes, this is the measure of my God given lot,
but nobody ever proclaimed that life was to be easy.
Persevering against the odds,
It's time to step out of the shadows.
Digesting truths, no more secrets.
Space to rebuild the Spirit.
Journeying towards acceptance and understanding.
Never allowing the darkness back into the realm.

Maybe that's why I'm a Survivor.
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Agustin Avatar
November 11, 2024 at 11:30 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Andresen Avatar
November 2, 2022 at 8:27 AM
- A great poem ... that many people can relate to - Congratulations on your win in the contest, Laurence :) -
Berry Avatar
November 8, 2022 at 2:31 AM
Thank You heaps Sunshine! There is always a light at the end of the tunnel :-)
Messina Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 8:29 PM
Laurence, I truly enjoyed this. The last line got to me (lol). Wonderful that you are a survivor! Congratulations on your placement in my contest. Charlie
Berry Avatar
November 8, 2022 at 2:30 AM
Hey Charlie. Thank You heaps! We allow our experiences to either shape or destroy us. The choice is ours. Thanks again :-)
Fowler Avatar
October 26, 2022 at 7:03 AM
Oh this is a powerful write Laurence. Congratulations on being a survivor and on your win in Chantelle's contest! :)
Fowler Avatar
October 27, 2022 at 10:26 AM
Cool. Write on, write on!
Berry Avatar
October 26, 2022 at 8:05 PM
Thank You Linda :-) I'm very new to Poetry. This is my first attempt at so am stoked with the feedback. Thanks again :-)
Agustin Avatar
October 24, 2022 at 10:47 PM
Thanks for sharing this. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." God bless you.
Berry Avatar
October 26, 2022 at 8:02 PM
Thank You Beata :-)
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