Only Words

It is hard to believe in myself, when words tore me apart. Although I know the words were meant to cause pain. But hearing and living it took a toll on my heart. I heard what was said, tried not to listen, closed off my brain. They were only words spoken by those I have let go. But at times I hear their echo reverberating in my head. Lies, hatred betrayal, is what I have come to know. I have lived the nightmare, it is time to pronounce it dead. I have slowly taken control of my life. After 30 years, it's not been an easy thing to do. It may not be totally free of this strife. I will get there, it may be the last thing I do.