Only Me,,,Why

yes, I am lonely enough to die; lonely enough to cry; lonely enough to ask Myself 'why'? yes, I am lonely enough to say goodbye! Everybody wants to live forever; its what i wanted never; the thing i wanted ever; but nobody loved me like forever. Nobody wants to die; Nobody wants to cry; its Me who wanted this all to try; and thats the reason why every second i die! Its the most difficult thing to realize, when you yourself wants to be killed by a knife; is it really swift to live such a life; NO! as you know you have to be wise! Can't even attempt something like suicide; cause my religion is still walking beside. its makes me feel scared side by side, what if i died and nobody cried! Still there is something to which I am tied; but umpteen times i have lied; and umpteen times i have cried; as i really not find this world wide. As I told you i never was clever; so now I am saying GOODBYE FOREVER!