Only God Knows

It's been only a month without you, yet it feels to me like years I play it off and smile, when all life brings me are tears I remember our last moment together, I couldn't look you in the eyes I hugged and kissed you tears rolling down, I've always hated good byes You seemed so calm that day, no whisper of goodbye not even a word Were you hurting as much as me? I love you was what I whispered Walking away without looking back, hoping you'd run after me Trying so hard to drive without caution, just wasn't my time to be free At times I cry and feel so lost, oh what we could've been together But then I look back to your poems, I'll never let go I hear you whisper Whisper to me that you need me, and make me feel like you really want me Whisper to me that you miss me, and that forever you will always love me Everytime I hear our song, the way it magically started out I relive the moment of our love so special, I never had a doubt And when I hear the first song we danced to, I remember us dancing in love We're still waiting to no longer have to lie about us, the Lord knows above Remember how we'd say, that our kisses were made for each other? I know to this day a love like yours, never will I find in no other When you're sleeping are you dreaming, If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me? With you I always dream, because my heart is yours you'll always have the key It hurts me too that you're not near me today, I feel so weak without your touch I miss the way you'd hold me tight, I just never imagined it'd hurt so damn much Our love so unique and beautiful, I now know it couldn't have been in vain Everything happens for a reason, only God knows why he sent us this pain