Only For You

Only for you I would slowly take down the brick wall I put up against the world. Only for you would I cry for in the middle of the night. Only for you that every time my phone buzzes that I pray it's you. Only for you that I was up every morning ready for school. But only you...didn't understand that I would give my all to ride beside you. When you wanted to pull the trigger on yourself...I wanted to be the one in your ear telling you that i'm here and it's a different way out of the pain you hold against the cruel world. Only for you will I jump in the front seat to go with you on your missions. Only for you that I will always hold you down. Only for you I will be the female version of you...a mini you. But because of you...the trigger that i've wanted to pull with you. Is in the middle of my head. But I did this...Only for You. ~Mariah