Only a Change

wondering if it could ever be, when i used to be blameless, standing every great fear with smiles, solving every great with smiles, when i learnt the power of smiles. can i ever stand by my words, scrolling back to the days of truth, searching my happy bag lined with truth, that was then anyway, now, i lost my conscience. sorry for my victims, i sorry them, whose heart,i couldn't tell true, who will never believe my eyes, my tears and even my truth, "the first impression matters a lot" i started with the wrong key, "any thing with a supernatural beginning, the end can never be natural" only when there is true chang!!