On the Verge of a Breakdown

I never had to think twice about my intentions For the first time ever, i found something i wanted Something i felt needed to belong to me Ever since the encounter with you, things' been different I've changed dramatically, i've become more sensitive A million thoughts, a million dreams flash inside my mind Nothing has been able to escape out of my heart How else can i put it, i think you're my strength The reason i'm still breathing and not wanting to escape And sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be on the verge of a breakdown I'm panicking right now, you just can't see me due to our distance I don't need to hint anything to you, you know how i am now But i can't stop the affect if i'm on the verge of a breakdown