Now Is Next To Nothing Compared To Where I'Ve Been
A poem based upon the quote:
"Now is next to nothing compared to where I've been."
-Rod McKuen
Lately there have been chances not taken…memories
unforgotten…tearing my soul into tiny pieces rushing
my beliefs toward yesterday’s blues….but…
-now is next to nothing compared to where I've been.
I fall sleep in dreams and dream with eyes wide open.
Demons followed me into a life of dependency upon people
and chemicals I was born to deal with. I bled my veins just to feel
and I felt just to heal….but…
-now is next to nothing compared to where I've been.
Tears flow and babies cry and all I can think about is
where I need to be. I live in a town beneath two rocks.
One rock was my laughter and smiles and I lived with
surprising fantasies coming true. The other rock broke my
back and turned me into a monster rough enough to
have poor reliance's…but…
-now is next to nothing compared to where I've been.
I used to be filthy and uprooted between entwined thorns
of dead roses bleeding into the soil. My addictions persuaded
my brain into carrying a need for pain and punishment.
My mistakes are my own and I own my mistakes. I only know
this because…
-now is next to nothing compared to where I've been.
Written By: Laura Loo
Date Written: April 9, 2016
Copyright © Lu Loo | Year Posted 2016
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