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I just keep falling through Cracks that tears pour through And I can't remember how to be Cause it's your face I can't stand to see Trapped in my thoughts Hopeless Just Fighting to Breathe No one can save me There's nothing to do There's no where to hide Just hope that you don't kill you No one says a word when I confide My house is a stranger to me No one to talk to Nothing to do Just cry until I die Cause there's nothing left to try You want the ultimate seal of the deal For it to be over And that I understand You wanted to be a better man You're ashamed of your life You feel like you've failed me But please let go of the knife It's the longest night Nothing's right Nothing to do My hand's gone cold I'm numb with fright Please don't you ever touch that knife My soul is poisoned It rots out of my eyes Pain I can't disguise Trapped in the suffering of my mind I try to push my hurt aside Avoiding you, it's all I can do I'm sorry I really do care Can't bear to face you Dad, it's your secret I try to pretend I don't know