Not the One

Yes, I am not the one Not the one to choose Not the one to pick Just another thing to loose It makes me sick To feel what is real Try to think it is a dream That I will wake up from But it was not No, I am not the one Not the one who anyone wants Not the one to have a life While I am lying here Dying, praying to the light Giving, deceiving my own self Trying to break free From this nightmare I wish it was gone It is breaking my heart It is hurting my head All of this confusion Frustration seemed like an illusion Makes me feel like I am dead I am not the one To anyone No one wants I am not the one to live here Not a normal life I was given When all of my good memories It was all forgotten I want to be the one To know, to feel To let myself know that when time is getting harder It is not yet over The world is just the shape Of our lives But if we walk around it We will defined our own path Our destiny I may not be the one today But I can be that one Tommorrow