Not Sure

I really care about you from the bottom of my heart I do I just fear that this will end in disaster just like everything else I can never get things right when it comes to matters of the heart I don't even know where to start or how to make things work I fear being alone so much especially now that summer is ending I want someone to hold when things get cold I want someone who can understand me and help me wipe the tears that will appear due to the pain that always exsists in my life I have this feeling that things have changed that maybe you've changed your mind about me I really am a handful, so I wouldn't blame you If you decided I was too much to bother with Sometimes I wonder why I can't ever keep a good thing in my life So i'm not sure how this will end Or if this will truly last But I hope it does Because you bring a happiness In my life that no one else does I hope your not finished