Nondueling Conductors

A Straight White Elder Patriarch came in to where I RightBrain sing my Gay White EcoFeminist way He seems to want to stay, to overpower my say and will to sing our musing pray Because... why? I wonder what he feels about me, us, about his own deep harmonic longing to listen for our sung together feelings Music therapy composed of what we economically and politically Trust, wanting mutual and actively co-invested full singing circle harmonic Wins right now to Win more easily tomorrow's healthing way And what might this PatriCapitalist feel he does not want? Perhaps less Win/Lose ZeroSum individualized power and light assumptions actively distrusted settling for more traumatic apartheid, denial of interdependently woven relationship, nature v spirit non-indigenous dualism divorced from my own prehistoric felt experience longing to avoid further ***** nihilistic Lose/Lose trauma decay pain loss degeneration. Am I distracting dissonant too RightBrain gooey for serious performance competition with Your church choir's true blue bought and sold commodified liturgical purpose? To put on a good LeftBrain entertaining show Rituals about cooperatively enjoying our win/win WholeEarth health-care receiving and resilient wealth-care giving by conducting bicamerally harmonic potential For healthier democracies, more cooperatively owned EarthPartnership, more inclusive multicultural polypaths for universally unitarian polyphonic constellations of integral systemic Voice Yang yintegrally WuWei less Western sociopathic trauma best forgiven through compassionate indigenously polycultural wellness sung and danced Win health Voices to Win resilient wealth Choices for green ego/ecosystemic leadership Con-celebrating BlueSky/GreenEarth light and power felt warm harmonic need for more and better inter-religious intersectional interdependently reweaving healthy democratic communion Which is what I need and want to say about how I seem to feel when a Straight White Elder Patriarch comes in to where I RightBrain sing my Gay Gospel EcoFeminist way.