No One

The first time in my life I cried for help was the first time I found I’ve only myself Never before had reached for someone Never thought I reach there’d be no one I told my problems they didn’t believe I stayed silent feeling a grieved When I spoke again they didn’t listen Assured they knew what I was missing Stay silent to avoid making known acceptance found in being alone they saw a difference but unknown I had no one except my own Treated me like I was an attention seek so I stay quiet getting weak they missed my point on repeat now a lost soul forever bleak When before that time did I need anyone justify abuse I’d receive from everyone they say they were good and I went weird yet they didn’t know why I disappeared They seem to have messed my head for life left writing these lines to making it right where’s my children where’s my wife My closest people pushed me to this life Thank you thank you I hope fate thanks you the first time you need anyone I hope fate give you a bloody hard thank you