No Mercy

found the sun i was alone though all said that i was loved no arms held me no lips kissed me no eyes stared into mine no one breathed into me true light and life how is that not alone?? but i had found the sun everything about him made me alive and happy changed my mind, that i would stop being alone suprise, he didnt want to be alone either he warmed the ice on my heart and brought me back to emotion why did i bother to hope hope is just a waste of me i can never have my sunshine never again will he kiss me ~ fate brought us together will tear us apart why did i so suddenly let my sheild fall away next to my sword in the mud it lay unguarded so foolish such a foolish, foolish child stupidity age the stupidest barrier why does it matter i am me, you are you what can seperate us but ourselves my brother looks out for me yet he is the reason i am feeling crushed dead and again alone stealing the rays of light from my soul i see HIS face!! it is in my mind!! the word, the thought, of beautiful sunlight!! set myself up i knew, i should have known that it was too good for me life shows yet again, its lack of mercy