No Inner Child

I feel so trapped I feel all the walls closing in on me Forced to be someone i'm not Someone iv 'e never been able to be A Child, But what they don't realize is I'm not a child I have no inner child Because I've never been able to be a child So how can you expect me to be someone I don't know how to be Someone I'll never be You may not see it or feel it But I've seen it and felt it Between the scuffle and the fights So much drama so much chaos but its only life From no restrictions To all the restrictions in the world Treated like a little girl A little girl who's always been sheltered and never been exposed A little girl who's never been shown who's always been told Never able to see A LITTLE GIRL WHO'S EXACT OPPOSITE OF ME!