Nightmare

i try to sleep but hear my sister crying and i can't help because i don't have hope i hear them shooting peace again is dying and life is rather horror than daily soap i try to sleep but i am filled with hunger for food and freedom future and for fun but every night it seems that i grow younger and every night i listen to the gun i try to sleep but can not dream away i feel alone i'm longing for tomorrow but there's no morning sun the night will stay with fear and harm and grief and sorrow i cannot sleep despair of life is all i feel tonight i dreamt reality was real