New Year Confusion About Maturity

Somewhere I am not As is my memory... not If not there, then where? When I was eighteen Going to change the world My world at least... That hook went missing Place is changed too, for good As Time... slipped the knot. We’ll see if I see Acting out what has happened Still to see, or saw.… Different wholes… Time only allowing me To play minor parts. Care I any more To be ever more worthy? For age has changed me. Truths were more hidden Eighteen should come much later Was quick passage planned?