New Life
Looking in the mirror this morning
Must have been dreaming
Of the monster
That I once was
Who is this girl
That shines before me
Do I truly know her
Does the monster still lurk behind
Those sad, pale eyes
I keep pointing my finger
At the past
At its pain
At its people
That I loved
That I hated
That left me dry
And tasted me wet
I am now a mother
And a daughter
A wife with a will
I hide in my house
Hoping to avoid hell
Step out into the light
And see all the beauty of Earth
But it's too bright for my eyes
And the sun does not like me very much
I'm unworthy of this beauty
I don't know how to take it all in
But back to the monster
That pathetic little being
Beat up arms
Beat down soul
Eyes staring straight into death's sweet consolation
Oh, the darkness
How it longed for me
And still does
From time to time
But I can't see that monster anymore
Nor can I see its shadow
It's useless
To try to write this now
Just remember
I have no idea what I'm saying
Except that I have a new life
And some times
My old life haunts me
Saying
" Who are you?"
Copyright © Sky Lesco | Year Posted 2008
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