Never Wanted Much Perhaps

Perhaps I just want to be alone Perhaps I just want somebody Perhaps I just want to be home Perhaps I just want to be free So much distance… so much truth So much me… so much you So much confusion… yet much it soothes And so much to yet begin anew I wanted to fall away I wanted to remain I wanted so much for you to stay I never wanted for us to begin again We are never who we are to define I am never who I am to ever learn You are never who you are in time We are never who to earnestly yearn Perhaps I just want to be alone With so much to yet begin anew I wanted a different kind of home With never more a different me and you