Never Thought Id Say This...........

Love of my life Apple of my eye Queen of my heart Had hopes that you'd be my wife By my side But it seems we must part God forbidden Truth hidden With good intentions But doesn't sooth my inflictions Knowin I must move on with you missin I'm torn between two extremes It seems I want you to be free But the other wants you with me How could it be? That the security built must flee Working long & hard on guard Just trying to get you to trust me But you & I remaining we Is unrealistic Though idealistic Its so mystic How we used to shoot fireworks Now we're no longer ballistic This isn't an emotional decision Just logistics You're heart is not mine And I'm not the kind To waste time Trying to restore sight to a situation That's blind I find Its much simpler to face facts Then run from em And have to retrace tracks Rather than reign to win I'll just take my ace back The position that you hold Noone can replace that Nor will my love for you cease But I know this is the right decision Due to our condition & position So i'm at ease When I grant your release I wish you nothin but peace Goodbye my love