Never Knowing...

My heart grows werey. Days are long and dreadful. The man I long for never sees me in front of him. Never knowing how much I care for him. I want to tell him how much I care for him but I don't want to ruin the friendship we have. I wonder what it would be like to be with him. Never knowing what to say or do when he comes near. Afraid of making a fool of myself. But if I never do anything about my feelings I will never know how he feels about me. What will he say? What will happen to our friendship? Will it fall apart or will it grow stronger?