Nervous Love Rant

-Why am I nervous to write feelings down I didn't know I was feeling. -An urge to write, a feeling to.. articulate. -What am I scared of as my write handles trembles, as I scribble nothings. -Is there something important I should be saying. -Staring..at..my..last..thought -Waiting and hoping the next line will make sense. -Maybe thats it. The fact that I don't make sense. -Mixed up world. -No LOVE. -Afraid to trust her. -Who is her? -Who is her? Repeating myself as if I already know her. Jogging my memory. -Is she looking for me? -Can i still feel? -Terrified to think that meaningless kisses and gently hard pulling hair is the future I will build a family on. -I am aware. Change your ways. -But why? -Why repair? -Is she looking for me? -For the second I'm pausing to look at my last thought, and I'm Gilligan. stranded. -The shaking in my hand has become sweat now. -Fear is described as a unpleasant emotion caused by the feeling that something is dangerous, likely to cause pain or a threat. -Answer: WOMEN. -Answer to the shaking. -Answer to the sweat. -I'm scared, Its inevitable, you'll meet her and she'll cause you to write again. -Must have faith in something your terrified of. -What is scaring me now, has the ability to save me now. -Answer: LOVE -Love is Napoleon,Veni, Vidi, Vici.