naturally protective reflex
Mayonnaise in my mouth;
it was turkey—the first Pollack
I saw. His fault that the splatter
looked like a forgotten egg on the side.
Walking toward the waste
basket, I threw up in it after.
It tasted like sour metal
with rusty, iron edges.
At the sides of it, not worth
the gold tooth it's loosening
now. Thinking on it makes me
nervous, like it's going to be poison
soon.
I cannot avoid it, even if I wanted
to now, even though I wasn't sure
that was the kind of optimistic take
I was looking for at the time. The way
to turn even the worst of times into best
of whatever your feckless heart has—
just use it now because no one
is at the deck taking down tallies
for the sake of it. Please,
just give over; express the things
you have been saving. Hoarder of life
and things and collections of it all,
as a collector of it all, as a curator
of it all, as if you even have a stall
that would ever fit it all in, for jesus
sake. And that's all it ever would be
or ever would be not had you not hitched
it to the big part of yourself that thought
something in there was real and really in
there, ready for a real repair, as only
the cosmos can do for those that are
ready for it.
Ready for it.
Ready for it.
Ready for it.
Revise and be ready for it.
Copyright © Jaymee Thomas | Year Posted 2023
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