Nana Im Missing You

nanna you were here just the other day How could you just fade away As tears raced down my face I tried to picture us in a peaceful place As they told me you were gone I couldn't hold in any tears for long If you could of just stayed for one more week I would of been ready for all the tears it seems like just yesterday we were close together I never even got to say goodbye You were too far away A couple days later I didn't even want to see you laying there so cold and lifeless you weren't there As I stand by your coffin with you in there I'll stand here for hours with my family trying to be near me I can't help but push them away my heart and soul brakes when I'll see you fading in the ground later today you took them with you when you went up to heaven right now its been some weeks at 7 As I stand by your grave I think about all our memories I saved your smile and laugh and the love that was for me I was like your daughter your baby girl you made me happy, lifted me up when I fell Right now all I feel is pain, weak and helpless I feel hated and depressed I cry myself to sleep hoping I could be with you my eyes are bloodshot and red I had a dream last night goodbye was all you said