Myself to blame , fault in choosing you

Hair Long to short and teeth once straight BUT now instead crooked Food made fresh, BUT now instead eat nothing, that requires me to cook it The body with an exercise routine, I enjoyed feeling strong BUT now instead the mirror sought unbearable, I look uglier and stupid A match made in heaven we both seemed so well-suited BUT now instead I see the devil, who all along disguised as baby Cupid a young girl struck by love, my future plans then lucid BUT now instead my only thoughts are...... I must have been deluded