My Sweet Relief

Living yet I’m not alive 
Frivolously stupefied 
Uncaring of myself and I 
Nonchalantly undefined 

I used to compete but there’s no glory 
Victory always unrewarding 
Someone would appeared before me 
Dispossessing the importance 

Progress would demoralise
Feeling bad after you’ve tried 
All that effort was applied 
Just to leave you dead inside 

Punishments for doing well 
Turning happy into hell 
Flip success into a fail 
how do you ever excel 

Belittling what I achieve 
Telling me about my failure 
Eventually make me believe 
I am nothing but a failure 

Some mates have a bitter streak 
Take you down when you succeed 
Teaching you a winning streak 
Is not something you ever need 

Unprepared or unprotected 
It doesn’t really matter now 
care for myself is neglected 
Life will only bring you down 

Every time I’m motivated 
Times that I’ve overachieved 
I seem to be annihilated 
Death will be my sweet relief
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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