My Story

Thy presence made my day then
Worsen; the day has now my old friend
Those were the days when life had fun
Life’s dark now no sign of moon, neither of sun

Life was good with you in my sight
Hard it is now to live lonely days and night
Dreams of mine right in front of me they blew
I still wish, with me tonight I had you


The world seems to move fast like a wind
I’m stuck here alone, my life is ruined
Thee must be happy, full of joy
I’m so hurt; I’m just a lonely boy


If I had thee here, how would I be?
Good as I was or mad for the world to see
The world laughs at me now as you are gone
I’m like a lunatic; I’m just for their fun

I’m missing you so, your smile and your beautiful eye
All I can do is remember you and cry
You are so far and a world apart
I’m so lost, alone, with a broken heart


More than then I need you now
I madly need you in my life, but how
Sorry that I couldn’t be like you wanted me to be
I hope you’ll forget those things and always remember me

The world seems same, but why I feel it’s different
Is it because, I’ve been deprived of your beautiful scent
You may think it was my mistake
Mistake could be mine, but my love wasn’t fake

Now since you are gone you may be satisfied that you don’t have to see me
But my eyes are as eager the 1st time when they saw thee
You just left without a single word not a single call on phone
Are you really happy that I’m all alone?

You never talked to me when you were in front of me to see
But now you talk to me as you are all the way across the country
How have you been all those days?
I was hurt, without you passing through my ways

Longtime passed since last we talked
Miss the moment together when we walked
Not a single day, I haven’t missed thee
Although you ain’t in front of me to see



Nothing but sad memories left with me
Not a single photo that I can hold when I die
Only time of sorrow with me to remember and to cry

Life has become as dark as moonless night
I’m all alone, world is in front of me to fight
I’m living, all by help of your tears
Hurt so bad, full of fears

I’ve become someone who I never thought I would
I’m going down but there’s nothing I can do to stop if I could
I’d still be happy if I had you for me to hold
That’s probably not possible as you are so bold
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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November 14, 2009 at 8:22 AM
Anuj, Congrats on your feature write this week! Love Light Patty
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November 11, 2009 at 5:20 AM
Congratulations, Anuj, on having your very expressive poem featured this week. I thought only women felt that bad after a break up. Here's a bit of advice from an old soul. True love will find you when you are true to yourself. Find yourself. Be yourself. Then, your soul mate will recognize you for who you are. Love will follow. Please your God. Make right choices. Be you. Thanks for sharing and keep writing. Lovingly, Dane
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November 10, 2009 at 6:55 PM
Interesting poem. Congratulations on being featured this week. Love, Iolanda
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November 10, 2009 at 4:08 AM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week Anuj. May you have many more features. Love, Carol
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November 9, 2009 at 3:28 PM
Congrats on your well deserved feature write this week! Love Light Patty
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November 9, 2009 at 12:08 PM
Congratulations on having your poem featured this week. I enjoyed reading it. Love Pam
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November 9, 2009 at 10:22 AM
Congratulations on your wonderful poem being featured this week >> James
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November 9, 2009 at 10:22 AM
Congratulations on your wonderful poem being featured this week >> James
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