My Son

I have a son with more than his share of heart and mindbody intelligence, to comprehend vastness of Earth’s evolving history and future demise, to comprehend full emptiness of universes within and without co-arising unitarian polyphonic verses, enough intelligence to reconnect hunted feelings by our deep dark haunting insignificance as a monotheistically disconnected AnthroSupremacist species. His own autonomous Ego value so inconsequential he doubts his worthiness for food he eats water he drinks air he breathes, much less worthy of competitive employment or any healthy sense of developing vocation, therapeutic purpose, indigenously sacred meaning midst his inhumane tragic environment at our dubious best a degenerating musical comedy cooperative win/win integral re-ligioning network. This, he can more or less virtually find on-line, but not so much within his own family, much less competitive game-playing school. Well, maybe there were a few therapeutic exceptions to the neurosystemic traumatizing teaching system comparing favorably/unfavorably each student against all competing for wokeness OtherTribes challenging wealthy capital-enriched student leftbrain verbally dominant academic-cognitive rule Everyone playing an absurd Win/Lose anthroprivileged unnatural monotheistic game, with planet-loser death the inevitable godless outcome for each and all interdependent living neuro-crown/eco-root Holonic Nature/Spirit Body/Mind neurosensory nondualistic nonviolent win/win healthcare preferential panentheistic co-arising dipolar cooperative communionation systems. In the meantime, should we choose to fiddle while Earth prepares to burn in the middle and flood on the shores, why not orchestrate WinWin cooperative deep learning strategies more fun understanding our neurodiversely triggered sons More opportunity to improve interactive communication and binomial-fractal dialectical behavior analysis, to co-invest empirical-cooperative research methods in a pro-active win/win healthy open communicative economic and political kind of Taoist way. But, of course, Taoism, in his expansive view, hides in a Pandora box labeled “GENESIS of RELIGION” wherein a metaphysical cat half dead and physically only at best half alive, as if spirit is felt trusted without any graceful organic pantheistic polyvagal WinLeft/WinRight cognitive-verbal/intuitive nonverbal nature as if yin were other than absent reverse nondual inside yang’s spacious revolving bilateral time; Spirituality implying he walks through EarthTribe's divinely inspired comedy with few speaking parts and no solos allowed, which he knows could not be true unless divine inspiration is no more or less than human natural regenerative DNA panentheism, developing organically interdependent life forms, informational prime communication patterns and communal rhythms, synergetic invitations toward gratitude, integrative predestination of phylogenic bilateral form revolving through Earth’s interdependent appositional co-binary bits of orbiting time. To what end could we possibly become repurposed re-connected re-ligioned? for one who prefers flash-mob cooperatives to MonoTheistic capitalized competitions, with polyculturally inclined neuro-sexsensory interests of richly spiritual densely natural fertile healthy sharing this hour, this game, this day's plan, but without actively articulating hope for any self support, thrival nutrients for his polyvagal body; not just nurturing his polypathic mind. Surprising to me how my lovely son quickly learned to see spiritual as natural mind embodied nonduality, but has yet to recover his deep embryonic sexsensory vulnerable roots crowning enlightenment's transparency, much less divine beauty mind as also humane trusting body engaging musical comedic unity without aspiring toward performing capitalism's kleptocratic tasks with monolithic uniformity.