MY PTSD

PTSD ANXIETY DISORDER RELIVING TRAUMA IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU LOVE IS IN CRISIS REACH OUT MANY PEOPLE WITH PTSD SUFFER IN SILENCE I DID FOR YEARS ONLY A PSCHIATRIST CAN ACTUALLY DIAGNOSIS AND TREAT POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER I AM VERY BLESSED MY TREATMENT BEGAN 1999 I HAVE BEEN IN CONTINUOUS ONGOING CARE REALIZING MY TRIGGERS BEING ISOLATED EXPERIENCING TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY LEFT ME TOTALLY LOST DUE TO THE DEPRESSIVE DISORDER OVER LAPPING THE PTSD THANK GOD FOR MY NEUROLOGISTS TREATING MY TRAUMATIC HEADACHES I FEEL TRULY BLESSED BECAUSE I SUFFERED IN SILENCE TOTALLY ASHAMED OF MY ILLNESSES TODAY THERE IS SO MUCH MEDICAL TREATMENT AVAILABLE THERAPISTS MEDICATION MANAGEMENT THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT BECAUSE IT HELPS KEEP SO MANY PEOPLE FROM SELF MEDICATING MENTAL ILLNESS SADLY MANY VETERANS ARE LOST SELF MEDICATING BEING MISDIAGNOSED JUDGED GIVEN MISTREATMENT LEADING DOWN A DOWNWARD SPIRAL CYCLE WITH THAT BEING SAID REACH OUT GET HELP FROM A LICENSED PSCHIATRIST NOT JUST ANY DOCTOR NO ONLY A PROFESSIONAL PSCHIATRIST I'M SPEAKING OUT BECAUSE THE ANNIVERSARY OF A MURDER CARRIED OUT IN FRONT OF ME 8-14-2003 JAMAICAN DRUG LORDS JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON HENRY ARRIVED WITH HER GUNMAN RASTA YAGO TO ASSASINATE ME FOR WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FEARING MY SAFETY I CONTACTED THE FBI IT WAS TOO LATE THEN KILLERS ARRIVED I AM BLESSED I SURVIVED BUT THE TORMENT OF RELIVING THIS TRAUMATIC EVENT HAS BEGUN I CAN'T GO NEAR THE STREET THE BLOCK NO WHERE NEAR WHERE THE EVENT HAPPENED FIRE CRACKERS CAR BACK FIRING LOUD COMMOTION I AM COMPLETELY STARTLED I COULD STILL SMELL THAT DAY IF I SEE A TAHOE TRUCK OR A HYUNDAI MY HEART RACES FUNNY I SMELL HIS BLOOD AND THE SUN RAYS HEATING HIS SWEAT HIM LAYING THERE BLEEDING OUT JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON HENRY AND TONI YELLING KILL HER SHE'S THE RAT FROM UP NORTH SETTING YALL UP THE GUNMEN RUSHING AROUND SAVING MY LIFE TAKING DOWN MY ASSASIN IN THE NICK OF TIME I AM BLESSED I HAVE A WONDERFUL PSCHIATRISTS FOR MANY YEARS WHO TOTALLY UNDERSTAND MY NEEDS ALTHOUGH MY EXPERIENCE IS SO VERY FRAGILE I HAVE NEVER EVER MET ANYONE WHO WORE WIRES PREGNANT BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FOR THE FBI SO I FEEL ALONE ISOLATED CROWDS STRANGERS ARE FRIGHTENING TO ME I HAVE GOD MY CHURCH FAMILY THIS MEMORY NEVER LEAVES ME THIS IS MY PTSD WEARING WIRES PREGNANT HEARING MY FETUS HEART BEATS SO LOUDLY SEVERE DOMESTIC VIOLENCE PTSD TRIGGERS ANXIETY PANIC ATTACKS THIS HAPPENS WHEN YOU'VE HAD SEVERAL TRAUMATIC EVENTS LEADING TO A WHIRLPOOL OF PANTING AFTERWARDS SOMETIMES I CRY THIS SADDENS ME I STAY ON MY MEDS I PRAY THE ROSARY RELAX BREATHE READ WRITE HAVE A CUP OF TEA AND SURVIVE TRAUMATIC EVENTS COPING HEALING I LOVE ME GOD BLESS THE MILITARY ORDER OF THE PURPLE HEART GOD BLESS MY PURPLE HEART FAMILY GOD BLESS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA HAVE A VERY BLESSED MILITARY ORDER OF THE PURPLE HEART DAY. 8-7-2024