MY PTSD
PTSD ANXIETY DISORDER RELIVING TRAUMA
IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU LOVE IS IN CRISIS
REACH OUT MANY PEOPLE WITH PTSD SUFFER
IN SILENCE I DID FOR YEARS ONLY A PSCHIATRIST
CAN ACTUALLY DIAGNOSIS AND TREAT POST
TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER I AM VERY
BLESSED MY TREATMENT BEGAN 1999 I
HAVE BEEN IN CONTINUOUS ONGOING
CARE REALIZING MY TRIGGERS BEING
ISOLATED EXPERIENCING TRAUMATIC
BRAIN INJURY LEFT ME TOTALLY LOST
DUE TO THE DEPRESSIVE DISORDER OVER
LAPPING THE PTSD THANK GOD FOR MY
NEUROLOGISTS TREATING MY TRAUMATIC
HEADACHES I FEEL TRULY BLESSED BECAUSE
I SUFFERED IN SILENCE TOTALLY ASHAMED
OF MY ILLNESSES TODAY THERE IS SO MUCH
MEDICAL TREATMENT AVAILABLE THERAPISTS
MEDICATION MANAGEMENT THIS IS VERY
IMPORTANT BECAUSE IT HELPS KEEP SO MANY
PEOPLE FROM SELF MEDICATING MENTAL ILLNESS
SADLY MANY VETERANS ARE LOST SELF
MEDICATING BEING MISDIAGNOSED JUDGED
GIVEN MISTREATMENT LEADING DOWN A
DOWNWARD SPIRAL CYCLE WITH THAT BEING SAID
REACH OUT GET HELP FROM A LICENSED
PSCHIATRIST NOT JUST ANY DOCTOR NO ONLY
A PROFESSIONAL PSCHIATRIST I'M SPEAKING
OUT BECAUSE THE ANNIVERSARY OF A MURDER
CARRIED OUT IN FRONT OF ME 8-14-2003 JAMAICAN
DRUG LORDS JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON HENRY
ARRIVED WITH HER GUNMAN RASTA YAGO TO
ASSASINATE ME FOR WEARING WIRES PREGNANT
FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS
FEARING MY SAFETY I CONTACTED THE FBI
IT WAS TOO LATE THEN KILLERS ARRIVED
I AM BLESSED I SURVIVED BUT THE TORMENT
OF RELIVING THIS TRAUMATIC EVENT HAS
BEGUN I CAN'T GO NEAR THE STREET THE
BLOCK NO WHERE NEAR WHERE THE EVENT
HAPPENED FIRE CRACKERS CAR BACK FIRING
LOUD COMMOTION I AM COMPLETELY STARTLED
I COULD STILL SMELL THAT DAY IF I SEE A TAHOE
TRUCK OR A HYUNDAI MY HEART RACES FUNNY
I SMELL HIS BLOOD AND THE SUN RAYS
HEATING HIS SWEAT HIM LAYING THERE
BLEEDING OUT JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON
HENRY AND TONI YELLING KILL HER SHE'S
THE RAT FROM UP NORTH SETTING YALL UP
THE GUNMEN RUSHING AROUND SAVING
MY LIFE TAKING DOWN MY ASSASIN IN
THE NICK OF TIME I AM BLESSED I HAVE
A WONDERFUL PSCHIATRISTS FOR MANY
YEARS WHO TOTALLY UNDERSTAND MY
NEEDS ALTHOUGH MY EXPERIENCE IS SO
VERY FRAGILE I HAVE NEVER EVER MET
ANYONE WHO WORE WIRES PREGNANT
BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FOR THE
FBI SO I FEEL ALONE ISOLATED CROWDS
STRANGERS ARE FRIGHTENING TO ME
I HAVE GOD MY CHURCH FAMILY THIS
MEMORY NEVER LEAVES ME THIS IS MY
PTSD WEARING WIRES PREGNANT HEARING
MY FETUS HEART BEATS SO LOUDLY SEVERE
DOMESTIC VIOLENCE PTSD TRIGGERS ANXIETY
PANIC ATTACKS THIS HAPPENS WHEN YOU'VE
HAD SEVERAL TRAUMATIC EVENTS LEADING
TO A WHIRLPOOL OF PANTING AFTERWARDS
SOMETIMES I CRY THIS SADDENS ME I STAY
ON MY MEDS I PRAY THE ROSARY RELAX
BREATHE READ WRITE HAVE A CUP OF TEA
AND SURVIVE TRAUMATIC EVENTS COPING
HEALING I LOVE ME
GOD BLESS THE MILITARY
ORDER OF THE PURPLE HEART
GOD BLESS MY PURPLE HEART FAMILY
GOD BLESS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
HAVE A VERY BLESSED MILITARY ORDER
OF THE PURPLE HEART DAY.
8-7-2024
Copyright © Yolanda Nicholsen | Year Posted 2024
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