My Pain

Did you know how much you affected me?
Did you even care what I did?
You never once cared for anything,
Not once did you ever care
cared enough for me
As I have for you back then

How I want you to suffer so bad
for all the pain you've put me through
Did you even once cared?
Even at the slightest?
I did everything in my power
to try and help you through everything, and anything
I've been there at your very worse
But still you pushed aside my feelings 

Now you regret it?
How I wish you can feel my suffering
Now you are nothing to me
Why do you still send me messages?
Saying you are doing way better than you did when I was with you
Thinking that one day I would visit you.

Well guess what,
that won't ever happen
I hate you so much for all you've done to me
I don't give a damn how you are now
Saying that you have changed
Well I don't care!

You turned almost everyone close to me
And turned them against me
for something stupid you have done
you think I forgive you? 
I don't !
I have moved on.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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March 2, 2016 at 8:57 PM
I care Stacy...hold your head up high!...have no regrets!...move on girl!...and welcome to the soup...where we all care...and our pain becomes beautiful works of art...like yours...god bless...your friend ^WW^
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