My Mother

is she really my mom ? why does she keep on insulting me in front of others ? why does she lower my value in front of my friends ? why does she oblige me to do things that i dont want ? why do people see her nice and good but in front of me...totally the opposite ? why does she blame me on things that i didn't do ? why do my friends have fun together every weekend outside in a mall except me just waiting their calls in the prison to tell me how much fun they had ? sometimes i sit alone and wonder, whether she trusts me or not... she thinks that she's always right in what she says and does , no matter what ... why does she make my life so complicated and miserable ? why does she hurt me a lot from inside ? i always cry because of her , because of the way she treats me and because of her hurting words that i always hear from her .... does she love me or care for me ??? who is the mistaken ???