My Last Note To You

I'm writing this with shaking hands Hoping that you understand Everything that life has dealt These emotions that I've felt All came crashing down on me I just want to feel free Living every minute I Break down more with tears I cry No more tears or happiness The only choice is to end this Stabbing pains will soon depart No more sorrow in my heart Ending this life of tragedy That's been slowly killing me Now I want it ended fast There's no way to ever last One more second, I've been trying Soon I will have wings for flying As the pressures way too much Now with just one quick fast touch All my troubles will be going All the blood from me is flowing Each drop is releasing more Of my life down on the floor This note in my fist you'll see A last line of apology Lone I never meant to leave you I couldn't manage to get through Or find an answer anywhere I'll always love you my dear