My Inner Self

My inner self I don't know that well, we doing communicate that much, we try to get to know each other sometimes, yet I find it hard to talk or listen to closely, as we try to fight each other too much. My inner self doesn't know what's best for me, it says that I'm not good enough to do anything right anymore, that I'm ugly, incapable of succeeding at anything worth doing well. I tell it to take a hike off the nearest bridge, and never come back again!! My new outer self has come to take its soulful place in my heart of gold, because as I have been told that only I can truly feel happiness inside me. You can't see the sunshine shining on your own face if your thoughts are clouded over by a cloudy sky with thunder and storms, for you have to be willing to weather the storm and wait for the rainbow at the end of the storm. My inner self has subsided, and opened the blinds and let the sunshine to our new renewed self. I love the person I am now, not to say th as t I am healed completely but that I am choosing to not be down in the dumps about the small things in life, because............ I AM loved, I AM special, I AM worthy of being LOVED... I AM Beautiful