My Heart
The sound of a broken heart caught in a echo to be repeated endlessly inside the lies in with which it trusted.
Words of abhorance hidden behind the sweet sounds of empty promises and forgotten tomorrow's.
My heart aches and burns as it is slowly chipped away with every smile that is as fake as the time when we first vowed to be only for each other.
Autumn leaves is the color of the eyes i adored for being filled with hope and light that brightened my life from the dark that i cling too so desperately. Now i see they are filled with flames that only burns the ones who dare dance in their hypnotic glow.
I love you... I love you more.... I love you most..... Words that were used but never proven.
Betrayed i sit here quiet and afraid of the consequences caused by the thoughtless actions of others.
A deaf mind to a subconscious scream that is never heard my being clings to life with the ignorance of a fool that has already died and has yet too realize it.
Im so confused
what i should do.
Is it all in my head
I don't understand
I opened the gate
Let you be in my future
You said love but really meant hate
Is it fun to see me suffer
I only asked for honesty
But all i ever hear are lies.
Why
Why
Why
Tortured despised.
Lies
Lies
Lies
At least you can say you tried.
How do you tell your heart goodbye
How do i live without you by my side
Im not sure, im blind obviously
Living in false trust drowning in denial
I wish i could believe
I wish i could trust
But with the non stop lies ive had enough.
Tell me the truth, forget my feelings
Im not listening to your crying and yelling.
Did you kiss him, suck him? Love him? Or even touched him?
You came home with one man several times
Even though your 3 minutes walk from home. And youve known him for months. Long. before you
You hid your phone as you talked with another and deleted your messenger every day after work to hide the messages filled with idk what. You were around these men before during and after work every single day. I went to work to better our lives every day . Getting paid like a slave so i could learn a trade so we could move away.
I am confused
what should i do
I feel abused and misused
I just want the truth
I need to hear it from you
You have my heart
And your tearing it apart
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