My Heart

The sound of a broken heart caught in a echo to be repeated endlessly inside the lies in with which it trusted. Words of abhorance hidden behind the sweet sounds of empty promises and forgotten tomorrow's. My heart aches and burns as it is slowly chipped away with every smile that is as fake as the time when we first vowed to be only for each other. Autumn leaves is the color of the eyes i adored for being filled with hope and light that brightened my life from the dark that i cling too so desperately. Now i see they are filled with flames that only burns the ones who dare dance in their hypnotic glow. I love you... I love you more.... I love you most..... Words that were used but never proven. Betrayed i sit here quiet and afraid of the consequences caused by the thoughtless actions of others. A deaf mind to a subconscious scream that is never heard my being clings to life with the ignorance of a fool that has already died and has yet too realize it. Im so confused what i should do. Is it all in my head I don't understand I opened the gate Let you be in my future You said love but really meant hate Is it fun to see me suffer I only asked for honesty But all i ever hear are lies. Why Why Why Tortured despised. Lies Lies Lies At least you can say you tried. How do you tell your heart goodbye How do i live without you by my side Im not sure, im blind obviously Living in false trust drowning in denial I wish i could believe I wish i could trust But with the non stop lies ive had enough. Tell me the truth, forget my feelings Im not listening to your crying and yelling. Did you kiss him, suck him? Love him? Or even touched him? You came home with one man several times Even though your 3 minutes walk from home. And youve known him for months. Long. before you You hid your phone as you talked with another and deleted your messenger every day after work to hide the messages filled with idk what. You were around these men before during and after work every single day. I went to work to better our lives every day . Getting paid like a slave so i could learn a trade so we could move away. I am confused what should i do I feel abused and misused I just want the truth I need to hear it from you You have my heart And your tearing it apart