My Feelings

I hate the way you treat me The way you push me around Why can't I set my feelings free. i don't know the real me My feelings are pushed down deeply For you can't see. I cry and cry endlessly I wish I could get positive comments Instead I get negative ones. You rub my weight in my face I see it as a big disgrace I'll lose it at my own pace. I wish I could shout so all my feelings could come out But I keep them in not out. My heart aches with pain I am not the blame Shame, Shame, Shame. I wish God could help me Help me find the real me It is Hidden you see. I wish i could leave it behind But I can't let you know what's on my mind But you think everything's fine. i want to smile instead of frown My heart and mind are feeling down I am unable to turn everything around. I can't forget everything you have done to me It is so hard you see Oh, believe me because you don't want to be me. i can't like me Why is it so hard not to be mean I wish this could all be seen. I have been through a lot Why do I have to be put on the spot I thought you cared a lot Do you or do you not?