My Enemies
30 years youve been one step ahead of me
all my life doing what you can to stop me
pulling such easy strings
a bullet on my doorstep
slowing my down with the chaos you bought me
one step ahead of me
calling down the gods
victomised by your free will
as you try to take mine away
all my life in your shadow
must have been soo easy to sell it
and blame me
must be simple to bribe your way to victory
cripple grandma
coma grandfather
paralyzer knocking on my door
the first dose of the crazies
yet i remain to look unsure
30 years of winning your blame game
i know i dont look innocent
you have no idea what youve done
easier to screw someone over called crazy
or you become the crazy one not messing up the crazies
no brainer, i dont want to be called crazy
so i'll do everything to be vindictive towards them
what did you ever do but throw me away
every day
what did you do for me
but shrowd me in lies
what did you do for me
i couldn't do myself
30 years of drama
knocking on my door
30 years of being hunted
I become the wolf
not just livid
not just upset
no
i'm not mad
but your running the wrong circle
its a shame
they will teach you a lesson
so sad to see
blackmailing an old innocent love
living in your shadow
the ruins you have left me
lets foreshadow
let me foreshadow
give you a hint this time
steer you the wrong way
30 years of nonsense
i'm far from ok
30 years of your stupid game
if i could i'd walk away
throw me away everyday
easier to make money that way
easier to change your life by sacrificing mine
the shoes i wear fit you too
the hindsight
the foresight
what i know but wont tell you
calling down the gods
this i your dream?
all my life a sick game
propoganda undergroung of word of mouth
don't think i won't
keep knocking on that door
can't wait to give you what ive been wanting to recieve
locked up far away from the irony
i'll give you what i want
for 30 years i wanted it for me
the rules are gonna change today
we're gonna drop the charade
bullet on my doorstep
and you dont know me
the issues you have aren't with me
but you can't escape the trap i'm setting
no hole in this plot
no way out
foreshadow you hunter
livid
vicious
contradictive
controversial survival
messing with my head
you must be suicidal
30 years of doing what i could do to rescue you
from whats been happening to me
game set changing
evolve or forget your name
not important anyway
Copyright © Troy Jeremy Nelson | Year Posted 2010
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